THE INNER LIFE by
Octavius Winslow
Wells Without Water
"The Inner Life
Contrasted with its Counterfeit"
"These are wells without water." 2 Peter 2:7.
It is one of the ever-working schemes and master strokes
of the prince of darkness- and too successful is his exploit- to annihilate
in the view of man, the essential difference which God's holy word draws
between the mere external profession of Christianity, and its internal and
vital possession. And yet, while we concede that in every true disciple of
Jesus these two extremes meet- the possession and the profession of Christ-
at the same time we must remark that, existing apart and alone, heaven and
earth, midnight darkness and meridian light, life and death itself, are not
more essentially distinct from each other than they. To break down this
broad, unbending line of separation, and thus to reduce the life-possessing
and life-imparting religion of Jesus to a religion of mere sentiment, or of
feeling, or of form- in other words, to the religion of death- is Satan's
grand and too successful scheme. It would be, perhaps, difficult to say from
which field he has reaped a more appalling harvest of souls- that of a
nominal religious profession, or that of a profane and avowed ungodliness.
We speak not lightly, but it is our solemn conviction, that more souls have
gone down to the regions of despair reposing in their baptismal vows, and
sacramental grace, and works of human righteousness, than those who made no
profession of religion whatever, except the religion of the infidel, the
atheist, or the world. It is to this large and solemn class the apostle
applies the searching words selected as the basis of our present remarks
"These are wells without water." The passage suggests two distinct and
important topics of consideration: the character of the true believer, or
what the real Christian possesses; the character of the false Christian, or
what the mere professor does not possess.
The figure of "wells without water" is not only one of
frequent occurrence in the word of God, but in its reverse interpretation it
is highly expressive of the gracious character, and holy, dispensing
influence of the true believer in the Lord Jesus. Reverse the awfully
significant meaning in which it is used by the apostle, and you have the
exact portrait of a truly Christian man. The 'well without water', supposes
the existence of the 'well with water'. And as the well without water is
descriptive of the false Christian, so the well with water is descriptive of
the true- and it is of him we are first to speak.
THE REAL BELIEVER in Jesus is a gracious man. He is a
'living soul.' He is the partaker of a new and a Divine nature, and is the
depository of a heavenly and a precious treasure. In exhibiting him under
the figure of the 'well with water', we are naturally led to trace the
source of his supply. The well may contain, but it does not originate the
supply. It holds the water, but it cannot create the water. It is dependent
upon a foreign and a hidden source. From a depth which no line can fathom,
and which no skill can explore, the precious fluid rushes forth, sparkling
and bounding in the joyousness of its own independent and mysterious
existence. It is thus with Christianity and the Christian. There is not a
well of salvation in the gospel, nor a spring of life in the believer, which
is not dependent for its supply upon a source extraneous from itself. The
Lord Jesus Christ is that Source. He is the well-head of all salvation and
of all grace. The well with water is the well that has its source in him,
"of whose fulness all we have received, and grace for grace."
God, the Fountain of life, light, and grace, has ordained
that the Lord Jesus Christ, his own beloved Son, should be the well-spring,
the one source of supply from where all the salvation of the sinner, all the
sanctity of the saint, and all the grace and truth of the Church,
collectively and individually, should be derived. "It pleased the Father
that in him should all fulness dwell." What a glorious declaration is this!
How should our hearts leap for joy, and our souls thrill with gladness at
its very sound! All the "fulness of the Godhead bodily;" all the fulness of
the Church graciously; all the fulness of the sinner savingly; all the
fulness of the Christian sanctifyingly; in a word, all that a poor, fallen,
tried son of Adam needs, until he reaches heaven itself, where this fulness
has come- is, by God's eternal love and wisdom, treasured up in the "Second
Adam, the Lord from heaven."
From Jesus the well derives its water. In the description
which we have of the creation of the world, there is a distinction observed
between the "waters which were under the firmament and the waters which were
above the firmament." In the new creation not less striking and observable
is this difference. The water above, is the "pure river of the water of
life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God," and gathered
together in one mighty confluence in Jesus; and by him brought down to earth
and deposited in all true believers, who thus become wells with water; and
so, by the dispensing influence of their grace and holiness, "water the
whole face of the ground." Thus the "waters are divided from the waters"-
the water in the Fountain above, from the water in the well below.
But this truth will be unfolded more fully in the
consideration of THE WELL ITSELF. The Christian, figuratively speaking, is
this well, deriving, as we have seen, his supply from that hidden Spring to
whom he is closely united. There is, first, the interesting fact upon which
a preceding chapter has fully expatiated, and therefore to which we need but
simply now refer- the indwelling of Christ in the soul. Christ himself
enunciates the truth- "I in them." Observe, these are not the words of the
apostle, whose ardent mind and glowing imagination might be supposed to
exaggerate a truth beyond its proper limits; but they are words of Jesus
himself- of him who is the Truth, and who therefore cannot lie. "I in them."
Christ dwelling in the soul forms the inner life of that soul. The
experience of this blessing stands connected with the lowest degree of
grace, and with the feeblest faith; the lamb of the flock, the soul that has
but touched the hem of the Savior's garment, prostrate as a penitent at the
feet of the true Aaron- in each and in all alike, Christ dwells. He has a
throne in that heart, a temple in that body, a dwelling in that soul, and
thus, as by a kind of second incarnation, God is manifest in the flesh; in
Christ's manifestation in the believer. Truly is he a well with water, who
has "Christ in him the hope of glory."
In addition to this is, the indwelling of God's grace in
the soul. Grace is a thing foreign to the natural state of man. His
possession of grace is not concurrent with his birth, nor can it be his by
right of hereditary law. No parent, however holy, can transmit a particle of
saving grace to his posterity. The law of primogeniture, or the privilege of
the birthright, is set aside in the kingdom of grace, whose subjects are
"born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man,
but of God." But see how this mystery is cleared up in the conversation
which Jesus held with the Samaritan woman, as he sat wearied upon the mouth
of Jacob's well "Jesus answered and said unto her, If you knew the gift of
God, and who it is that says to you, Give me to drink, you would have asked
of him, and he would have given you living water." This is the grace of
which we speak, and this the source from where it flows into the hearts of
all the truly regenerate. It is in you, Christian reader, "a well of water,"
a springing well, mounting upward and ascending to the source from where it
rises. God looks upon you, not as a dry well, but as a springing well- his
own renewing, adopting, sanctifying grace, flowing into your heart- and thus
ascending to Him from whom it proceeds, in holy desires, and spiritual
aspirations, and divine actings- the living water seeking its level, and
rising to its source. Blessed words- "Springing up into everlasting life!"
As the first blush of morning is a part of the day, so the least dawn of
grace in the soul is a portion of heaven. The well below, is the spring of
grace- the well above, is the fountain of glory.
Yet a third blessing of the renewed state is the
indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Thus says the apostle; "don't you know that
you are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?" He
would seem to say- "If you do not know it, you ought to know it as one
professing godliness." O what a celestial well- though in himself a poor
earthen vessel, a broken cistern- is that regenerate man who has the Holy
Spirit reigning in him, living in him- never to abdicate his throne, never
to forsake his sanctuary, never to vacate his dwelling; never, by all the
corruptions that are there, by all the slightings, and piercings, and
woundings which he receives, forced to retire from the temple he has
constructed, beautified, and made his own!
In view of these statements, who will, then, deny that
all believers in Jesus are wells with water? What an exalted character, and
what an enviable man, is the true Christian! All the resources of the Triune
God unite to replenish this earthen vessel. No angel in heaven contains a
treasure half so costly and so precious as that poor believing sinner, who,
getting near to the Savior's feet, and bathing them with tears of penitence
and love, can look up and exclaim, "Whom have I in heaven but you? and there
is none upon earth that I desire beside you."
But we must not overlook an interesting thought suggested
by the figure of the text. I allude to the dispensing influence of the well.
What is the proper design of a well? Certainly it is not constructed for
itself. It is designed to disperse abroad its fulness, and to communicate
the blessing it contains. Unless the water of a well finds an outlet, it
becomes of necessity stagnant and inert; and instead of being a well giving
out and spreading abroad its sparkling streams, it is a still, lifeless
reservoir, yielding nothing, and consequently receiving nothing. Striking
emblem of the Christian! The knowledge and the grace that God has given you,
though for yourself primarily, are not for yourself exclusively. God, in
making you a well of living water- in other words, a possessor of Divine
grace- designed to disperse abroad the streams; so that through the
consistency of your walk, the holiness of your life, and the personal
activity of your grace in the cause of God and of truth, it might find an
outlet for the benefit of others.
What a well of spiritual knowledge is the true believer!
To him it is given to know the mysteries of the kingdom, while from others
they are hidden. Where may we look for an understanding of the revealed mind
of God but to him? Who knows the secret of the Lord, and to whom does he
show his covenant, but to those who fear him? Having 'an unction from the
Holy One,' he knows all things. He knows something of that mystery, which no
philosophy of man can teach him- the plague of his own heart. He knows
something, too, of the value of Christ- his person, his work,
his glory, his fulness, his tenderness, his sympathy, his preciousness. He
knows something of the character and dealings of God- as a holy God, as a
sin-forgiving God, as a just God, and yet who blots out sin and remembers it
no more forever. He knows, in some measure, what the intricacies of the
Christian way are; what the narrowness of the narrow path is; what are the
difficulties of walking with God; what are the conflicts, the trials, the
tribulations of the Christian life- and the stream flows abroad.
What a well of holiness is the true believer! The Spirit
of holiness inhabiting him, despite the corrupt sediment of his fallen
nature, he contains and dispenses abroad that stream of holy influence which
carries with it a blessing wherever it flows. Where do we look for true
holiness except in the soul born again of the Spirit? A holy man is earth's
greatest blessing, is the world's richest ornament and shield.
What a well of compassion is the real Christian! He it is
who, taught the priceless value of his own eternal happiness, has affections
of compassion for the souls of others involved in like ruin with himself. "
O that my head were waters, and my eyes a fountain of tears!" says Jeremiah.
"Rivers of waters run down my eyes because they keep not your law!" exclaims
David. These men were mourning wells- and God has distinguished such. "Set a
mark upon the foreheads of the men that sigh and cry for all the
abominations that be done." The Lord Jesus, the great mourner, who wept, not
for himself, but for others, has his bottle for the tears of these wells of
pity and compassion; whose sympathies, and prayers, and exertions, flow
forth for the conversion of sinners, for the salvation of souls.
Wells of charity, too, are they. Where shall we look for
the Divine cement, the true bond, which unites the heart of man to man, but
in the one Church of God? Who is the true peacemaker, the diligent sower of
peace, the zealous promoter of love, charity, and good-will among men, but
he in whose heart the love of God finds a home? Who has such sincere pity
for the poor, whose hand is more ready to relieve their necessities- than he
who himself is a conscious partaker of the benevolence of God? Such, reader,
are some of the characteristics of true Christians- the wells with water-
dispensing wells.
There is yet another essential feature of a gracious
state suggested by the figure, which we must not overlook. These wells with
water are perpetually receiving as well as dispensing. Indeed, they can only
dispense to others what is dispensed to them. We have intimated that
believers are but wells. All their springs are in God. Listen to the
acknowledgment: "As the deer pants after the water brooks, so pants my soul
after you, O God! My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. O God, you
are my God! early will I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my flesh longs
for you in a dry and thirsty land where no water is." And then comes the
Divine answer: "When the poor and needy seek water, and there is none, and
their tongue fails for thirst, I the Lord will hear them, I the God of
Israel will not forsake them. I will open rivers in high places, and
fountains in the midst of the valleys: I will make the wilderness a pool of
water, and the dry land springs of water." And then follows the response of
the soul thirsting after righteousness: "Lord, give me this water, that I
thirst not."
Thus does the gracious soul derive all its grace from
Christ, "who of God is made unto him wisdom, righteousness, sanctification,
and redemption." He stands by to replenish the well as its resources are
exhausted. When the water is low, he raises it; as it gives out, he pours
in; and the more liberally it imparts, the more bountifully it receives.
"The liberal soul devises liberal things, and by liberal things shall he
stand." "There is one who scatters, and yet increases." Who has ever become
poor for God? Who has given freely that has not in return received freely?
Who has ever laid himself out for the Lord, consecrating his substance, his
influence, his time, his talents, that has not experienced a welling up in
his own soul of the hidden spring, more than replacing all that he has
dispensed? The grace that has been employed, the faith that has been
exercised, the wealth that has been consecrated, the influence that has been
exerted, the reproach that has been endured, the suffering that has been
experienced, the health that has been expended, the loss that has been
sustained for Christ; Christ has more than recompensed even in the present
time-state. "Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness"-is the
precept- "and all these things shall be added unto you"-is the promise; and
He who enjoins the precept, will make good the promise.
Such, then, are some of the characteristics of true Christians.
The reverse of all this we now proceed to consider, in an
analysis of THE CHARACTER OF THE FALSE CHRISTIAN- THE GRACELESS PROFESSOR-
THE SELF-DECEIVED. "These are wells without water."
Let it be distinctly observed that they are spoken of as
wells; that is, they are professors of religion. They have the "form of
godliness." They have all the external appearance of real grace and
sanctity. Judging of them by their church, or by their minister, or by their
creed, or by their party zeal, or even by their knowledge, we should at once
rank them, and perhaps rank them high, with the true possessors of grace. So
strong are some of the features of resemblance, that it needs the most
skillful eye to detect the difference. Looking, not at the external
construction of the well- the beautiful and costly materials of which it is
composed- but looking within the well, we soon discover that it is a well
without water. Again we remark, that, forming our judgment of them by their
church membership, their correct orthodoxy, their showy Christianity, many
would be deceived as to their real state, beguiled into the belief that they
were truly converted. But when judged of by God's word- alas, how awful the
deficiency! Thus far may you go, professors of religion, and yet rest short
of the reality. You may be baptized, may partake of the Lord's Supper, may
be enrolled upon the records of the Church, be thought a Christian, be
respected as a Christian, be confided in as a Christian, and yet His
searching glance 'whose eyes are as a flame of fire,' discovers in you
nothing but a well without water, a soul without grace- religious profession
without religious principle.
Thus have we shown that a godless professor, a false
Christian, is but A DRY WELL. There is no inhabitation of the Spirit, no
indwelling of Christ, no possession of Divine grace. No tears of repentance
have ever moistened the eyes. There are no wellings up from the heart of
holy aspirations after God, of loving desires after Jesus. There are no
indications of the plague known, of the burden felt, or of the conflict
experienced. No echoing of the apostle's language, "Wretched man that I am!
who shall deliver me from the body of this death?" There are no breathings
after holiness, no longings after Divine conformity, no desires to depart
and be with Christ, no anointing of the Spirit. With all the light that is
in his judgment, and his observance of days, and months, and seasons, he is
but a dry well- a well without water. He possesses not the inner life.
Contemplate this affecting character in yet another point
of light- the influence which a mere religious professor exerts. A well with
out water! -what a miserable privation! The weary traveler after much
endurance of thirst and suffering sees in the distance the inviting well.
Rejoicing in the discovery, he quickens his pace, and lo! he finds it indeed
a well, but a dry well- a well without water! His expectation is turned into
disappointment, his joy into sorrow; and like the Savior who came hungry to
the fig tree and found upon it no fruit, and retiring, breathed upon it his
withering curse; so departs the traveler from the well which has so cruelly
mocked his raging thirst.
Thus is it with a mere professor- an empty, graceless
professor of religion. We go to him, hoping for a little lift in our journey
homeward; we go, seeking for some sweet consolation in our deep trial, for
counsel in our perplexity, for sympathy with our sorrow, for the communion
of saints- but alas! there is no response, no echo, no vibrating chord-
nothing in union with what we feel: the well is dry, and not one drop can we
extract from it. Oh, is it not one of the bitterest reflections that can
fasten upon your mind, that, perhaps, many a poor thirsty soul has repaired
to you for instruction, for sympathy, for strength, and finding you a
stranger to the mysteries of the Divine life, to the trials, the conflicts,
and the joys of the Christian, has turned away in bitter disappointment,
even as the weary traveler, parched with thirst, turns from the well without
water. It is a solemn thing to be mistaken for a real believer, to be looked
up to as a true Christian, and yet to prove destitute of the knowledge and
grace of Christ! -to awaken hope, and to raise expectation, and to create an
interest, and to inspire confidence, and when the test is made, when the
trial comes, to prove but a graceless soul- deceived and deceiving!
And yet what numbers there are of such! We speak of
Jesus-there is no echo. We introduce the subject of all subjects- the most
interesting and momentous- the subject of heart religion- there is no
response. We go into the detail of Christian experience, the warfare, the
sorrows, the joys, the trials, the burdens, the progress, the hope of the
Christian, but we speak a language that they understand not. "These are
wells without water." No ingenuity can elicit, no possible effort can
extract, one drop of the living water. "We play the flute for them, but they
do not dance; we sing a dirge for them, but they do not weep."
Turning now to THE TRUE CHRISTIAN, in view of this sadly
affecting character we have been attempting to portray, let me remark upon
the deep humility which ought to distinguish him as a real professor of the
grace of Christ Jesus. What are you in yourself but the mere well? The grace
which you possess is a communicated grace. We have this precious treasure in
earthen vessels. All that is really holy and gracious in us, springs not
from our fallen nature, but, like "every good and perfect gift, comes down
from the Father of Lights." It is the spontaneous outflowing of the heart of
God- the free, unmerited bestowment of his sovereign mercy. Then what
meekness of heart, what profound humility of mind, ought to mark you! What a
prostration of every form of self- self-confidence, self-seeking,
self-boasting, that arrogant view of our attainments and doings, which mars
the Christianity of so many- should there be, as reasonably becomes those
who have nothing but what they have received, and whom free and sovereign
grace alone has distinguished from others!
How precious ought Jesus to be to us, who has
condescended to pour this heavenly treasure into our hearts, and to
undertake its constant supply! In what way can we best prove our sense of
his goodness, but by drawing largely from the Fountain, and by glorifying
him in what we receive? Truly "the well is deep" from where we draw this
living water! Our resources are inexhaustible, because they are infinite.
Nor can we come too frequently, nor draw too largely. "Spring up, O well of
grace and love, into our hearts! Let not our waters be shallow nor sluggish.
O for more depth of indwelling grace! O for more fervor of holy love! O for
richer supplies from the fulness of Christ! O for a gracious revival in our
souls! 'Come down,' blessed Jesus, 'as rain upon the mown grass!' Breathe, O
south wind of the Spirit, upon the garden of our souls, that the spices may
flow out! Truly the well is deep, from where we have this living water; but
faith can reach it, and in proportion to the strength of our faith, and the
directness and simplicity with which it deals with Christ, will be the
plenitude of our supply. "Drink, yes, drink abundantly, O beloved," is our
Lord's gracious invitation to his Church.
Nor let us fail to learn the secret of receiving much
from Christ- the free dispensing abroad of what we have already received. Be
assured of this, that he will receive the most from God who does the most
for God. "The diligent soul shall be made fat. He becomes poor that deals
with a slack hand: but the hand of the diligent makes rich. There is one who
scatters, and yet increases." This is God's law, and he will never repeal
it; his promise, and he will ever, and in all cases, make it good. Go forth,
believer in Christ, and let your beams of light irradiate; let your streams
of grace be dispersed abroad; live for God, suffer for Christ, witness for
the truth, and labor for man. Be such a depositary of this living and
life-giving treasure, that others, less favored than yourself; instructed,
guided, and strengthened by your wisdom, experience, and grace, may proceed
on their way, glorifying God for the grace given to you. O to have the word
of God dwelling in us so richly, and our hearts so intensely glowing with
the love of Christ, as to be ever ready to open our lips for God- a well
always full, and running over.
This, then, is the secret of augmenting our supplies of
grace, even by scattering them- of replenishing our resources, even by
exhausting them. Who, we repeat the question, has ever become impoverished
by giving and laborings for God? Where lives the Christian steward whose
fidelity to his Master's interests has compromised the welfare of his own?
Where is the Christian man who, with cheerful munificence, has consecrated
his intellectual wealth or his temporal wealth to advance the truth and
kingdom of Jesus, whom Christ has not reimbursed a thousand fold? Where is
the believer in Jesus who has endured reproach and suffering, patiently and
silently, for conscience' sake, for truth's sake, for Christ's sake, who has
not infinitely gained in the rest which he has found in God? Where is the
active Christian, who, zealously laborings to dispense abroad the
life-giving waters, has not felt, in the solemn retirement and calm repose
of his closet, when pouring out his sorrow into the bosom of his Savior, or
in holding close and holy communion with his God, the springing up into his
soul of a hidden well of peace, and joy, and love, which has more than
restored the energies he has exhausted, and recompensed him for the
sacrifice which he has made?
God meets his people in all their works of faith, and
labors of love. They are never alone. He meets them in the path of duty and
of trial- both in doing and in suffering his will. He meets them, when
embarrassed, with counsel; he meets them, when assailed, with protection; he
meets them, when exhausted, with strength; he meets them, when faint, with
cordials. If we take up Christ's cross upon our shoulder, Christ will take
both us and our cross up in his arms. If we bow down our neck to his yoke
and bend low our back to his burden, we shall find our rest in both. "You
meet him that rejoices and works righteousness; those that remember you in
your ways."
"How may I know that I am a well with water?" may be the
anxious inquiry of many as they come to the conclusion of this subject. "O
that I were quite sure that I was more than a mere professor!" But why ask
the question? why be in doubt? Never was so momentous a matter more easily
and speedily settled. "He that believes in the Son of God has the witness in
himself." Thus, from yourself you need not travel in order to ascertain your
true spiritual condition. No one can be a substitute in this great matter
for yourself. It is a thing which has too close and personal a relation to
you as an individual, to admit of a transfer of its obligations to another.
You must feel for yourself- you must experience for yourself- you must have
the witness for yourself- and you must decide for yourself alone. I repeat
the solemn words- "He that believes in the Son of God, has the witness in
himself." And again says the same apostle, "Let every man prove his own
work, and then shall he rejoice in himself alone, and not in another."
Thus may you come to a right and safe decision in a
question involving interests as solemn and as deathless as eternity. Seek
this inward witness. Witnessing to what? -that your heart has been convinced
of sin- that you have renounced your own righteousness- that you have fled
to the Lord Jesus Christ- and that your soul is breathing after personal
holiness. Do not, I beseech you, rest short of this. Here I must hold you.
All your reasonings, and objections, and cavilings, and hair-splittings, and
subtleties, and sophistries- they are but sparks of your own kindling, in
the midst of which you will lie down and die, and die the horrors of the
second death, if you are not fully awake to your real condition before God.
Give them all up, I implore you. Do not be concerned about others; let your
first and chief concern be about yourself. You have no time, just now, to
analyze the motives, or sift the principles, or search into the character,
or mark the foibles, and detect the inconsistencies of other Christian
professors.
Every moment to you is more priceless and precious than
all the gems of India; yes, one second of time saved, is of more value to
you than a whole eternity lost! Once you shoot across the dark gulf of
death, and land on the other side without the inner life- you may then
trifle with your existence, and sport with your soul, and laugh at death and
hell, and recriminate and reproach others, and brave your doubts, and invent
your objections, and frame your excuses, and speculate, and refine, and
analyze in theology, and play the fool, as you like- for "there remains no
more sacrifice for sins, but a certain fearful looking for (an eternal
anticipation) of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the
adversaries." But you cannot afford to act so now. Your precious soul is in
danger, your future happiness is in peril, you are in the hands of an angry
God, and you are, in fact, fast coming to the close of your probation. To
act the fool and to assume the lunatic now, would be more than a mere
semblance of the melancholy and awful reality. O come, then, to Christ- I
bid you, invite you, implore you to come to Christ. He will answer all your
questions, resolve all your doubts, remove all your difficulties, meet all
your objections, and quiet all your fears. Only come to Christ. To this one
alternative, to this last resort, I would shut you up.
From this I cannot release you. You must come to Christ,
or you are lost. He is all, and he has all, and he will freely give you all
that you need. One drop of his blood falling upon your conscience, one beam
of his love darting in upon your soul, one stream of his grace flowing into
your heart, will make all right within; and the morning, when the sun rises
in splendor, will not look more radiant, and the lark when it mounts
heavenward bathed in its beams, will not sing more sweetly, than you when
Jesus thus enters your soul, filling it with sunshine and music. Accept the
invitation, "He who comes unto me, I will in no wise cast out" -and you are
saved.
"Just as I am, without one plea,
But that your blood was shed for me,
And that you bid me come to thee,
O Lamb of God, I come!"
"Just as I am, and waiting not
To rid my soul of one dark blot,
To you, whose blood can cleanse each spot,
O Lamb of God, I come!"
"Just as I am, though tossed about
With many a conflict, many a doubt,
With fears within and wars without
O Lamb of God I come!"
"Just as I am, poor, wretched, blind;
Sight, riches, healing of the mind,
Yes, all I need, in you to find
O Lamb of God, I come!"
"Just as I am, you will receive,
Will welcome, pardon, cleanse, relieve,
Because your promise I believe
O Lamb of God, I come."
"Just as I am, your love unknown
Has broken every barrier down;
Now, to be yours, yes, yours alone
O Lamb of God, I come!"
We may anticipate another anxious enquiry. "What course
am I to adopt when the water is low, when the well is dry, when no effort
avails to bring the living fluid to the surface? -in other words, when I
find a spiritual drought and deadness in my soul, and cannot feel, nor weep,
nor sigh, nor desire? -when to read and meditate, to hear and pray, seem an
irksome task? -when I cannot see the Savior's beauty, nor feel him precious,
nor labor as zealously, nor suffer as patiently for him as I would desire?"
The answer is at hand- Look again to Jesus. This is the only remedy that can
meet your case. Search the Bible through, inquire of all the ministers who
have ever lived, and still the answer would be- LOOK AGAIN TO JESUS. Go
direct to Christ- he is the Fountainhead, he is the living Well. True, the
well is deep- for its fulness is infinite- but faith, be it of the smallest
capacity, can with joy draw sufficient to quench your thirst, and make your
soul as a garden which the streams have refreshed and made to "rejoice and
blossom as the rose."
The Infinite and Eternal Well is near to you! Like Hagar
you are within its reach. May the Holy Spirit open your eyes to see that
while all emptiness exists in you, all fulness dwells in Jesus- that,
however low may be the living waters in the well of your heart, there is a
fathomless depth in the heart of Christ- of love unchangeable, of
all-sufficient grace, of immutable truth, of salvation from all sin and
trial and sorrow, commensurate with your need, and vast as his own infinity.
Never can your grace be too low, nor your frame too depressed, nor your path
too perplexing, nor your sorrow too keen, nor your sin too great, nor your
condition too extreme for Christ, because he is both Divine and human: thus
uniting the nature that can relieve, with the nature that can sympathize.
"Son of God! Son of man! how wondrous and glorious are You!" Weeping in
lonely sorrow, and pining in sickening need, you may, like the banished wife
of Abraham, be looking wistfully around you for support and relief. See!
that relief and support are near! Rise- that relief is at hand! Christ is
with you, Christ is near you, Christ is in you a Fountain of living water.
Cease your sadness, dry your tears, arise! and "with joy draw water out of
this Well of salvation."
Be very honest and diligent in ascertaining the cause of
your soul's dryness. The correct knowledge of this is necessary to its
removal; and its removal is essential to the effectual recovery of the inner
life from its sad relapse. Is it indulged sin? Is it the neglect of private
prayer? Is it the forsaking of the means of grace? Is it worldliness,
carnality, unwatchfulness? Anyone of these would so grieve the Spirit of God
within you, as to dry up the spirituality of your soul. Do not be beguiled
with the belief that the real recovery has taken place, simply because that,
conscious of your state, in common-place, meaningless regrets, you
acknowledge and deplore it. "The sluggard desires, and has nothing."
Observe, he has his desires, but nothing more, because with them he is
satisfied. There is no effectual rousing from his sleep, no earnest attempts
are made to shake off the spirit of slumber, no resolute putting away of the
narcotic which
produced and which protracts it. There is no drawing near to God, no looking
to Christ, no seeking of the Spirit, no thorough mortification of sin, no
coming out of the world, no pressing forward. It is the mere desire of the
sluggard,
and nothing more. Let not this be your state.
Receive with gladness any awakening to a consciousness of
your spiritual relapse, and cherish with prayer any real desire for a better
state; but do not rest here. Seek earnestly, importunately, believingly,
until you possess more abundantly life from Christ. Seek a gracious revival
of the inner life- the life of God in your soul. Seek a clearer
manifestation of Christ, a renewed baptism of the Spirit, a more undoubted
evidence of your conversion, a surer, brighter hope of heaven. Thus seeking,
you will find it; and finding it, your "peace will flow like a river, and
your righteousness as the waves of the sea."
O the joy of a revived state of the inner life of God! It
is the joy of spring, which follows the gloom and chill of winter. It is the
joy of the sunlight, after a cloudy and dark day. Jesus, walking in the
midst of the grace which his own Spirit has thus revived, gently addresses
the soul: "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, lo! the winter
is past, the rain is over and gone; the flowers appear on the earth; the
time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtle-dove is
heard in the land; the fig-tree puts forth her green figs, and the vines
with the tender grapes give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and
come away."
Give all diligence in the use of the means of grace, if
you desire a flourishing state of soul. They are the Divinely appointed
channels of conveyance from the Fountain. They are the tributary streams
from the Great Ocean. You cannot possibly maintain a healthy, vigorous state
of the inner life, without them. You cannot neglect, with impunity, private
prayer, meditation, and self-examination; or public ordinances- the ministry
of the Word, the services of the sanctuary, the assemblies of the saints. A
slight thrown upon these must entail a severe loss to your soul. Some
professors can go from Sabbath to Sabbath, plunged in worldliness, or eager
in the pursuit of gain, in total neglect of the prayer-meeting, or of the
weekly Bible lecture- those needed rests and hallowed pauses in the way- as
if there were no such appointments. These are among the things which weaken
the hands, and discourage the heart, and hinder the usefulness of the
faithful pastor.
But a more painful calamity even than this, is the
dryness, deadness, and barrenness which this neglect brings into their own
souls. It would seem as if this were the punishment of their sin. They turn
their backs upon God, and God turns his back upon them. They neglect to make
the pool, and he withholds the rain that fills it. But, Christian professor,
this must not be! The wells must be dug, the water must be searched for. We
are told that "Isaac's servants dug in the valley, and found there a well of
springing water" -or, as the margin renders it- "a well of living water."
And he is pronounced a blessed man "who, passing through the valley of Baca,
makes it a well; the rain also fills the pools." It is in this way of
diligent, prayerful waiting upon the means, that "he goes from strength to
strength, until he appears before God." O, dig for this precious water!
Search, O search, for this living grace! Make the pool, and trust the
faithfulness and loving-kindness of God to fill it with "the early and the
latter rain."
No man shall wait upon the Lord in vain. "Those who wait
upon the Lord shall renew their strength." They who plough deeply the fallow
ground, and in its furrows sow the precious seed, shall not lack the Holy
Spirit's descending influence, in silent dew by night, and in copious
showers by day, to quicken and to fructify it. Only honor the God of grace
in all the means of grace, and God will honor you by imparting to you all
grace through the means. "The diligent soul shall be made fat." Return, O
return to the forsaken Christ, to the neglected sanctuary, to the despised
means, and you shall then no longer have reason to exclaim, "My leanness! my
leanness!"
What a truly appalling character it has been the endeavor
of these pages to portray- an empty, graceless professor of Christ! Reader,
is this your state? Examine yourself, prove your own self, and ascertain
truly if you have "Christ in you the hope of glory." Satisfy not yourself
with external ceremonies, with the observance of days, of matins, and
vespers, and frequent communions- with almsgiving and charities. Are you a
well with water? This, this is the great and momentous question which, in
the near prospect of death, and of the judgment that follows death, it
behooves you to decide. Is Christ dwelling in your heart by his Spirit? Is
your religion more than a mere outward profession? O, it is an awful thing
to go into eternity with your Bible, and your Psalm-book, or your
Prayer-book in your hand, but without Christ living in your soul; with the
elements of the Savior's love melting upon your lips, but without the
experience of the Savior's love glowing in your heart; to go reposing in
false dependence upon Church privileges, and to have come short of the only
true foundation upon which the sinner can build his hope of heaven- the
sliding sand substituted for the Eternal Rock.
How exactly has the Lord Jesus met such a case! In one of
his striking parabolical discourses, he has furnished us with a description
of certain people who in the day of judgment will be found to have put in
the plea of Church union, and Church ordinances, and Church privileges, as
justifying their claim to admission into heaven; but who will be rejected on
that very ground, to their shame and everlasting contempt. Listen to his
description; "When once the Master of the house is risen up, and has shut to
the door, and you begin to stand outside, and to knock at the door, 'saying,
Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I don't know
you. Then shall you begin to say, We have eaten and drunk in your presence,
and you have taught in our streets. But he shall say, I tell you, I don't
know you; depart from me, all you workers of iniquity."
And who, my reader, are these? Do not be deceived! They
are not the profane, and the profligate, and the neglecter of means, and the
despiser of ordinances; far otherwise. They are professors of religion,
nominal Christians- "almost Christians;" individuals who had been baptized,
who frequented the house of God, who were regular in their attendance upon
ordinances, and who believed that, by their zealous labors, and their
amiable qualities, and their charities and good-will to men, they would at
last be saved. But, alas! they are deceived. With all this outward
profession, they were unregenerated by the Spirit, were uncircumcised in
heart, were unjustified by Christ, and had never become "a habitation of God
through the Spirit." Baptism could not regenerate them, the Lord's Supper
could not sanctify them, their own works could not justify them; and when
with confidence they went up to the very gate of heaven, and knocked for
admission, lo! they were met with the stern rebuke, "I don't know you:
depart from me, all you workers of iniquity." O beware, we beseech you, of
those public teachers who tell you that you were regenerated in baptism, and
that the Lord's Supper is the instrument of maintaining you in that state of
salvation into which, as they teach, baptism introduced you. Give not place
to such false instructors, such blind guides, such perverters of the truth,
such soul-destroyers; no, not for one moment. Let not their eloquence entice
you, let not their reasoning ensnare you, let not their show of sanctity
beguile you. You have interests at stake too dear and precious to peril on
such terms as these.
I leave these solemn, searching considerations to your
prayerful reflection, passing on to another figurative representation of the
Inner Life- in its relapse and recovery.